I Feel Weird

Hmmm I feel weird, kind of a bit lost and unsettled. Life has changed so much in the last 4 months. I keep thinking "oh I must ring Mum and tell her about.................................ah right I remember now, I can't" (sigh)

I think I am doing OK, but really not sure how I feel at the moment. Alan is away and I really don't know what to do with myself.

I spent some time in my craft room today, tidying up and chucking rubbish out. Have brought home lots of Mum's craft stuff, so now I have 2 of everything hey ho!

I've been off work for about 3 weeks now - 3 weeks ago tomorrow, Mum, Alex and I drove up to Edinburgh to start our holiday. Strange, it all feels like I am living someone elses life at the moment ( I wish I bloody was too!)